Talked to mum few days back. I asked her, when I'm done with my degree, should I work first or continue with my studies? Mum says, "Its all on you.", but her support and doa is always for what is best for me. What is best for me? One of the many questions I couldn't answer.

I miss nagging at someone. I don't know, that feeling just grew stronger. Dissatisfaction is almost a must. Tak bersyukurnya, Ya Allah.

Manja tak bertempat. Orang pikul macam-macam atas bahu masing-masing. Tuhan nak duga kau. Tapi kau tak pernah ingat, senang yang Dia bagi pada kau tu cukup singkat. Bersifat sementara. Tak kekal Amrina, tak kekal.

Salah orang tuding sana sini, salah sendiri? Dalam apa hal sekali pun diam tu memang keputusan paling tepat.  Rasulullah pun ada bersabda kan? Ingat Amrina, ingat.

Choosing is never easy for me. I'm bad at it.

Ish,screw this.


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