Reunion.

I do not know why, but it always bothers me every time my ex-schoolmates decided to organize reunions.
Geez. Especially primary schoolmates. I mean you haven't seen each other for ages, and it almost felt like as if we were strangers, and suddenly we have to sit in the same place, eating and then..what? Look at each other's face and listen to the obvious sound of awkwardness? I guess I just don't like the idea. I tend to do stupid things when I feel awkward, and I certainly don't want to look stupid in front of a bunch people of my age. Right? Kan? Kan?

You guys might think I'm too bitter or too insensitive in these things, but that is how I feel. Call me selfish, but I just don't like that feeling. The awkwardness is just too hard to handle. Hehe. I am sorry people. I do. I wish I do not feel this wayyyyy!.-___-

And now, I am having major problem in deciding whether should I or shouldn't I go to the reunion this 18th.
I've asked around and some say, well one says that if I might regret it if I didn't go. Will I? or will I regret because I go? Gahhh! This is annoying. Period.

Help?Anyone? =) And, oh, its on the second day of Hari Raya Haji. -______-

fairynotes: Get-together gives me weird feelings ALL the time.

5 comments:

Unknown said...

i TOTALLY feel you in this one sis. I hate reunions too. I especially hate it when i start to think how the other girls must've turned out like princesses and i'm an ugly old hag with my hideous eye bags and stuffs. >.<"

lol!

serious. but still, lol!

Amrina Cob said...

definitely!perceptions and awkwardness that keeps me and reunions apart.hahaha.

NaEl said...

Am, i certainly understand u. i never attend my ex-primary schoolmates' reunion or stuff like that.
If u don't feel confidence to go for it, then DON'T GO :)

FyaZyn said...

WELL im thrilled bout the reunion thingy but i do share the same feelings like lin.Huhu

Amrina Cob said...

jiha and azia: auww..hugs for you guys. its good to know bukan aku je yg rse mcm ni.hahahahah.yep,i don't think i'm going. haha.