The AfterEffect.

I am so GRATEFUL we chose IJN. Life is a whole new perspective now. No words can ever describe my feeling during the time. Scared,touched,sad,impressed.Everything.

If you see these mothers and say you understand how they feel. You're wrong,dude. Very wrong. Because,if you are not in their position, you can never describe the feelings when you know your son or daughter is about to die but you just have to remain strong at the same time. Indescribable.

I cried throughout the program. Yes. Not only because of the children,but its the mothers. Gosh,now I'm all teary.Sheesh! Never mind,let the pictures do the talking.

The boy who stopped talking after a month of operation,Arif. Heartbreaking.

Haikal ♥

Rafhanah ♥

And the name that I am sure will always remains in my mind, Iqbal Fahrin Hamdan, 4 years old. Sadly,I don't have the picture of him,but this boy is the strongest boy ever. He's going through the last phase of his life. Visiting his bed makes me cry so hard and the mother told me, "Kakak nangis kenapa kakak?Biasa la,hidup ni,suka lawan dia duka. Kita tengok keadaan dia macam ni,tempat dia dah confirm dah kat mana nanti.Yang kita-kita ni tak tahu lagi."

Incredible.


pic: credits to HafizahZuraini@facebook.